Trial awaits.
Posted at Friday, 30 August 2013
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A few days before my PMR trial start I've become a full time vampire. Only Allah knows how terrible I feel at this moment. A week full of stress, ya Allah, I feel like wanna cry for a hundred years! No! I'm not ready, I mean I'am but then I just aaah!
AND then the moment when people keep saying 'it's only a trial..' 'there's nothing to be stress of..' I feel like wanna smack em' down with my super duper heavy school bag. For me it's more than just that. Every test for me is important and of course it is more important to my parents. --' If only you could hear my heartbeat now, it is as fast as the times gone by.
SO how did I prepare myself on these past few days? Well, recently I feel more comfortable spending my time doing some exercises in class a lot more rather than in my hostel. Cause I admit that I can't help avoid myself from sleeping everytime I see my not-so-pillowy bed. But not all the time though. --' Sometimes my lovely-strict-friends will wake me up to study. 'Belajar belajaar. Ingat PMR, P.M.R!' they said. I know this doesn't even look like smart study hehehe. But I'll try my best though to change a bit by bit, insyaAllah.
Other than that, there's also an advise from my teacher that I'm trying to keep it up, he's mostly known as sir A.B in school or sir teddy bear (said my friend), he says that the best time for study is before & after Subuh and another advise that will always be in my mind from dad is that 'rajin rajin la bangun malam solat tahajjud sebab tahajjud ni masyaAllah, power sangat lah..' insyaAllah.
Last word, do pray for me.
Lots love from the writer.
Labels: exams, stress
Ketupat
Posted at Saturday, 22 June 2013
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Assalamualaikum,
Minna-san,
Tada look at my 'ketupat'. Isn't it nice? Hihi. Firstly its quite hard making this but somehow its kinda fun too. This is my first time making it. The other day on kokurikulum, the PPIM's activities were sewing clothes/weaving ketupat. So mostly group saya belajar menganyam ketupat dengan ustazah. I still remember what ustazah told us that time. Masa ustazah tengah ajar tu, ustazah kata "ajar kamu nahu/sorf lgi senang kn.." terus smua orang gelak. Ya susah sangat menganyam ketupat. Ustazah kata lagi, "ini pun menimba ilmu juga, ustazah harap kamu dapat terima apa ustazah ajar sekarang ni. Sama juga dengan pelajaran-pelajaran yang lain..." "walaupun seorang ja yang dapat, pun kira ok sudah tu. Ustazah bersyukur sangat daripada tiada orang..." Ustazah's words really attracted me and I was like masyaAllah I'm so touched by those words. Sampai la habis waktu ko-kum tu masih juga belum ada yang berjaya buat. Sedih pun ada. Kesian kat ustazah yang berharap sangat tapi ustazah terus bagi semangat, "nanti cuba lagi. Ingat apa yang ustazah ajar. Kalau dapat nanti, bagitau ustazah." Jadi saya pun usaha buat macam ustazah pesan. Lepas balik dari asrama haritu terus bawa mak pegi kedai nak beli reben kertas/plastik untuk cuba lagi dan alhmdulillah dengan izin Allah berjaya pun buat. Begitu juga dengan pelajaran bukan? Boleh ambil jadi contoh. Kalau kita usaha mesti dapat. Jazakillah ustazah!
By the way alhamdulillah I got my exam result last week and it was quite good. Even though I didn't get what I hoped but let's just say that alhamdulillah Allah is giving what is the best for me and perhaps He want me to work even harder. Maybe if I got what I want I'll just be so proud and start to delay my studies etc. Allah knows the best for us. Need to improve a lot more. Hafalan semua kena try harder, insyaAllah. :)Labels: alhamdulillah, exams, improving, story