AND then the moment when people keep saying 'it's only a trial..' 'there's nothing to be stress of..' I feel like wanna smack em' down with my super duper heavy school bag. For me it's more than just that. Every test for me is important and of course it is more important to my parents. --' If only you could hear my heartbeat now, it is as fast as the times gone by.

SO how did I prepare myself on these past few days? Well, recently I feel more comfortable spending my time doing some exercises in class a lot more rather than in my hostel. Cause I admit that I can't help avoid myself from sleeping everytime I see my not-so-pillowy bed. But not all the time though. --'  Sometimes my lovely-strict-friends will wake me up to study. 'Belajar belajaar. Ingat PMR, P.M.R!' they said. I know this doesn't even look like smart study hehehe. But I'll try my best though to change a bit by bit, insyaAllah.

Other than that, there's also an advise from my teacher that I'm trying to keep it up, he's mostly known as sir A.B in school or sir teddy bear (said my friend), he says that the best time for study is before & after Subuh and another advise that will always be in my mind from dad is that 'rajin rajin la bangun malam solat tahajjud sebab tahajjud ni masyaAllah, power sangat lah..' insyaAllah.

Last word, do pray for me.